Okay, so I'm not BIG. Nor skinny.
but i feel disgusting.
i mean, gross.
i look in the mirror and just want to break it.
For the past three weeks..i've been not eating.
And when I do eat, its very very little, and then i purge afterward. And when i'm hungry, all I do is drink water to fill me up, So I don't eat.
I'm used to this feeling. I'm never like "OMG i'm starving".
I don't know if i have an eating disorder.
I really don't.
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-Katherine.