i do think this school year might be my breaking point. this is my senior year in high school and I'm in a AP class that i hate but cant switch out of and im in a nursing class at a different school like last year. last year i was late to class almost every other day and it messed up my grades but not extremely.... since i cant drive this year and i finally have a boyfriend but i cant see him as much as i want and im having conflicting thoughts about our relationship and whether or not i can handle it,
not only that im getting sick more now and i went to the eye doctor today and he said my outer lens was thinning and my eye is drying out more so that can increase the thinning and cause a hole in my eye and my other doctor says i might need surgery or go blind......i dont trust him
i have been crying almost everyday this summer over stupid things
i seem happy in person but inside im a wreck and no one can see that even my family they think im over dramatic
sorry i said alot