and last night was awkward.
it was not really the same.
and you should stop feeling so bad, im wayy happier, you should be to, me and you are just holding eachother down, you already have someone better and now that i dont have to worry about having you in my mind to to be afraid to meet and like someone else.
be happy at least for me, but only if you can.
&&... i dont know if we should talk on the phone anymore either, i guess we could once in a while but you need to pay ALL your attention on kerri and only her.
if you are smart you will not start or do what you did with me and her, please dont make another sweet innocent girl be hurt so bad with your confused feelings. you need one and only one if you are going to be serious about one and not the other, giving up the other girls feelings/
keep this is mind when your in high school to. dont lead girls on if your not going to take them seriously...
you dont need to mess with girls hearts.
and plus im not going suppose to talk to you anymore, my mom and dad would like it if we didnt talk at all.
plus i dont really want to talk to you, it would make it harder with everything we had and dont have anymore.

is this harsh??

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I want to be the girl that puts the color inside of his world! 3